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Nothing changed at all...

Thu Jan 1, 2009, 4:13 PM

I dont know what was i expected but i got kinda dissapointed.
Of course at the very start, new year excitement take over my head and also i got drunk so i didnt bother to think of anything. Today i got prtty bored so i thought about unneccessary things...
Nothing changed at all... Just time passed by like a wind and waved my hairs abit thats all... 2009 doesnt even sounds different from 2008, i got a bad feeling that it'll be just as 2008. I didnt really have much good memories about 2008 so i want 2009 to be different. I wish i could change something... from my life or somebodyelses, i wish i could make a difference.
But u see im an extra ordinary person... rather invisible. I admit all the 8th grades know meh but they also know everyoneelse too so that doesnt make a difference. for lower graders or highschoolers, non of them knows me. And just bcs i always hit the desperate loves it always ends up like shit. in 2009 i want to change this things
AND DIE TO PIMPLES
seriously i want my extra ordinary face back. Btw i noticed something yesterday that ruined me up. Well i always thought i find myself ugly bcs of my (crappy)hair, so for the new year celebration i set my hair straith... but nothing changed I AM UGLY ANYWAY (Fuck)

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Mood: Hopeless
Listening to: H.I.M. - Resurrection
Reading: MCR Discography
Watching: MCR Life on the murder scene (live)
Playing: with a little spider hanging on the wall
Eating: cake
Drinking: wasser

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~amaya67 Jan 2, 2009, 4:48:24 AM

i feel exactly the same

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tattoos and a switchblade attitude,
snakebite heart with a
bubblegum smile.

~Billness Jan 3, 2009, 6:43:29 AM

same here!
but it's pretty obvious that ur prettier than me, so dont worry about that xD

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An extraordinary girl in an ordinary world...
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~magnifico-panther Jan 3, 2009, 11:01:36 AM

sometimes life doesnt afford my expectations but the reason maybe that i expect too much thing

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What we do for ourself's dies with us,
What we do for world and others will remain and it's immortal

~magnifico-panther Jan 3, 2009, 11:02:27 AM

its prtty obvious that u r underastimating urself

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What we do for ourself's dies with us,
What we do for world and others will remain and it's immortal

~amaya67 Jan 4, 2009, 2:29:04 AM

haha

yush indeed

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tattoos and a switchblade attitude,
snakebite heart with a
bubblegum smile.

~narutonama Jan 20, 2009, 7:58:10 AM

oh sorry but u dont have to watch the old account

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I am Kishimaru Uzamaki. I am son of Naruto Uzamaki. I will not give up like him you got that!!!???!!!
also im a huge naruto fan